Help i think i have a social problem?

First, Id like to say good for you for realising you need and deserve help. You need to seek a therapist because they will be able to help you with your past to become a more confident individual. Once that happens you'll be able to feel comfortable around people and that your worth so much more then you can see. You need to tell your mother about your past when you feel safe and ready to. She may think your lying because she doesn't want to belive that she was that oblivious to what was going on. But eventually she will have to realize it and help you be the person you wish to be. As far as what you say it sounds like you should see a phychiatrist also they can perscribe you with medicine that can be very beneficial although it can require experimenation to find the right one for you. . Therapy is the key you cant have on without the other. However if the phychiatrist gives you proper diagnosis it may make you feel better knowing whawt you have. It sounds alot like post traumitic stress disorder that could have brought on something like social anxiety disorder or depression. Before you do so you can also contact a toll free hotline where you can talk with a trained volunteer who can help you annomously. Here is a link which gives you the hotlines to a variouse amount of things a href="http://www.pamf.org/teen/hotlines.html" rel="nofollow"http://www.pamf.org/teen/hotlines.html/a . I wish you well and remember you deserve to feel loved and happy. Seeking help is the first step.